Memory loved

September 5th, 2008


Memory loved

On Your Wedding Day Daughter 8" x 10" Poem on 11" x 14" Double Beveled Matting
For Daughter: Inspiring Poem to tell your daughter how much you love her. Shower her with your love, give her a gift from the heart, and give her the wonderful gift that will be cherished for years to come. *Caption for entire poem: * The time has come for you to go, It is your Wedding Day. I think of you, your childhood, If only you could stay! But love reached out and Found your heart, A journey youve begun. Just look into God in everything And your hearts will stay as one. I say goodbye with tear- stained eyes But wish you all the world - A lovely woman walks the aisle - But I see my "Little girl. . ."

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Angel of Mine Memory Box - 26632 by Willow Tree
Angel of Mine Memory Box - 26632 by Willow Tree Willow Tree is an intimate, personal line of angels, figurines, ornaments and keepsake boxes representing qualities and sentiments that make us feel close to others, heal wounds, or treasure relationships to living things. The name Willow Tree symbolizes that which is gestural, beckoning and romantic. The figures are columnar in design, like a tree, and often carry flora or fauna symbolic of human virtues or qualities. The angels are rendered so as to reveal their expressions through body gestures only a tilt of the head, placement of the hands, a turn of the body. The absence of facial features contributes to the quiet and modest design. Emotions and feelings are left to the viewer to discern, which makes them very personal and powerful. Susan Lordi's inspiration comes from a love of family, closeness to friends, and an appreciation of nature. Her art is intimate and personal, reflecting that which helps us treasure our relationship to people and the world around us.

:  Resin figurine cast from original carvings by Kansas artist Susan Lordi, Susan Lordi's figurines exude a quiet elegance while personifying a particular theme, Dimensions: Approximately 5" Rectangle x 2" H, Item Number - 26632, introduced in January 2008, Sentiment card reads: "So loved, so very loved"
Company: Demdaco 
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Because I Love You Daughter 8" x 10" Poem on 11" x 14" Double Beveled Matting
For Daughters: Inspiring Poem to tell your daughter how much you love her. Shower her with your love, give her a gift from the heart, and give her the wonderful gift that will be cherished for years to come. *Caption for entire poem: * Ill always try to be here for you,to give you the support you need. Ill always be ready to listen, to give you the best advice that I can . . . And even though there are times when I might be at a loss, when I cant seem to find the right thing to say or do, I hope you realize that Im still trying my hardest to be a good parent and good friend to you, and the best help I can offer in the concern and love that comes from the heart!**

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Broadway - The American Musical (PBS Series)
Broadway - The American Musical (PBS Series) Audio CD:  Box set, Cast Recording
Company: Sony  (2004-10-19)
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Ives: Concord Sonata; Songs
Ives: Concord Sonata; Songs Ives' Second Sonata is one of the toughest, but it holds no fears for Aimard, a noted interpreter of Messiaen, Ligetti, and other moderns who require virtuoso technique and idiomatic expertise. Each of its four movements is titled for New England luminaries: Emerson, Hawthorne, the Alcotts, and Thoreau. The longest, "Emerson," is knotty and energetic, bristling with a minefield of cluster chords. "Hawthorne" is a genial scherzo exhibiting a wider palette, while "The Alcotts" is a lyrical paean to domestic tranquility. "Thoreau" embraces the mysteries of nature, played with intensity by Aimard. There's an abundance of power in his playing, but also ravishing effects like the startling diminuendo in "Thoreau" and the array of marches, hymns, and parlor songs Ives threw into the mix. His terrific "Concord" Sonata is matched by the survey of Ives' inventive songs, 17 of them superbly sung by Susan Graham with Aimard superb as her piano partner. Graham captures every nuance of a mind-boggling variety of idioms, from nostalgia, tenderness, and hilarious miniatures like "Ann Street" and the sendup of opera in "Memories - A," among many other highlights. This one's a must for Ivesians, fans of musical eccentricity, modern music enthusiasts, and anyone in search of musical surprises, which abound on almost every track. --Dan Davis

Atists:  Pierre-Laurent Aimard, Susan Graham, Charles Ives
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Company: Warner Classics  (2004-05-11)
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Judy in Love & Alone
Judy in Love & Alone Atists:  Judy Garland
Audio CD:  Original recording reissued, Original recording remastered
Company: S&P Records  (2002-04-23)
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Journey by Heart - Caring for Loved Ones with Dementia
Journey by Heart - Caring for Loved Ones with Dementia Journey by Heart - Caring for Loved Ones with Dementia is an engaging and intimate view of Alzheimer's Services of the East Bay (ASEB), an extraordinary adult day health care program committed to the idea that individuals with Alzheimer's and other conditions of memory decline can continue to lead full, rich lives and should be cared for with love and respect.

ASEB's innovative and comprehensive approach is revealed through the perspectives of caregivers, staff, and program participants. For families caring for a loved one at home, ASEB provides both a nurturing lifeline and a system of support. For people who are losing the ability to communicate, ASEB speaks the language of the creative spirit by encouraging expression and connection through art.

The film's audience encompasses diverse communities and includes individuals affected by Alzheimer's and related dementias, their caregivers and loved ones, and care professionals.

IN ENGLISH WITH ENGLISH AND SPANISH SUBTITLES.

All profits from the sale of "Journey by Heart" return to Alzheimer's Services of the East Bay.

Produced by d-Facto Film Studio
Directed, Filmed, and Edited by Michelle Paymar
Executive Producer, Kate Scannell
Music by Peter Grant
"Rhapsody in G" by Anna Montgomery and Peter Grant

This product is manufactured on demand using DVD-R recordable media. Amazon.com's standard return policy will apply.

DVD:  NTSC
Company: d-Facto Film Studio http://www.dfactofilmstudio.com  (2007-08-16)
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With Heartfelt Sympathy Gourmet Food Gift Basket - Small
With Heartfelt Sympathy Gourmet Food Gift Basket - Small Send your heartfelt sympathy to friends and loved ones with this beautiful basket themed in classic black and gold. It's such a thoughtful way to express your condolences by providing snacks and goodies for sharing. We start filling your gift with Black Peppercorn Crackers, Sesame Crackers, Camembert Cheese, Angelina's Sweet Butter Cookies, Chocolate Truffles, Gourmet Chocolate Raspberry Cake, Butter Toffee Popcorn, fine Ghirardelli Caramel Chocolates, then tie it with beautiful ribbon and include a personalized gift message from you to convey your heartfelt sympathy. We offer shipping and delivery service Monday through Friday only; standard ground shipping has an expected delivery 4-8 business days after you place your order, expedited shipping has an expected delivery 2-5 business days after you place your order. To determine when your gift will be delivered, please review the "Shipping Rates and Policies" link.

Misc.:  Send your heartfelt sympathy to friends and loved ones with this beautiful basket themed in classic black and gold., Thoughtfully express your condolences by providing snacks and goodies for sharing, like gourmet chocolate raspberry cake, cheese, crackers, chocolates and more. Please see product description for full details., Offered in two very affordable sizes, Medium $39.99 and Small $29.99., Each gift is carefully crafted and includes a personalized gift message from you to convey your heartfelt sympathy., We offer shipping and delivery service Monday through Friday only; standard ground shipping has an expected delivery 4-8 business days after you place your order, expedited shipping has an expected delivery 2-5 business days after you place your order. To determine when your gift will be delivered, please review the "Shipping Rates and Policies" link.
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With Heartfelt Sympathy Gourmet Food Gift Basket - Medium
With Heartfelt Sympathy Gourmet Food Gift Basket - Medium Send your heartfelt sympathy to friends and loved ones with this beautiful basket themed in classic black and gold. Thoughtfully express your condolences by providing snacks and goodies for sharing. We start filling your gift with Black Peppercorn Crackers, Sesame Crackers, Lady Walton Ameretto Cookie, Lady Walton Dark Chocolate Cookie, Camembert Cheese, Cafe Caramel Mocha Mix, Angelina's Sweet Butter Cookies, Gourmet Caramel Corn, Chocolate Toffee, Honey Cashew Nuts and fine Ghirardelli Caramel Chocolates, then tie it with beautiful ribbon and include a personalized gift message from you to convey your heartfelt sympathy. During warm weather we will substitute delicate chocolates with other fine candy items to protect the quality of your gift in transit. We offer shipping and delivery service Monday through Friday only; standard ground shipping has an expected delivery 4-8 business days after you place your order, expedited shipping has an expected delivery 2-5 business days after you place your order. To determine when your gift will be delivered, please review the "Shipping Rates and Policies" link.

Misc.:  Send your heartfelt sympathy to friends and loved ones with this beautiful basket themed in classic black and gold., Thoughtfully express your condolences by providing snacks and goodies for sharing, like Black Peppercorn Crackers, Sesame Crackers, Camembert Cheese, Cafe Caramel Mocha Mix, Angelina's Sweet Butter Cookies, Gourmet Caramel Corn, Chocolate Toffee and more. Please see product description for full details., Offered in two very affordable sizes, Medium $39.99 and Small $29.99., Each gift is carefully crafted and includes a personalized gift message from you to convey your heartfelt sympathy., We offer shipping and delivery service Monday through Friday only; standard ground shipping has an expected delivery 4-8 business days after you place your order, expedited shipping has an expected delivery 2-5 business days after you place your order. To determine when your gift will be delivered, please review the "Shipping Rates and Policies" link.
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Treasured Memories Gift Basket
Treasured Memories Gift Basket Memories need a special place to live. Provide it with this antique-look chest and picture frame evocatively lit by the glow of lightly scented candles and the strains of classical music.

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Memory Starter Cards
Birthdays, Bridal Showers, Baby Showers, Anniversaries, Valentine's Day, Graduation, Going-Away Party or at any time you need a special gift to show someone why they're loved! (more...)
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Memory tree - Trees Instead - Memorial trees_Sympathy_gift_funeral ...
After your presence and support, there is no better way to comfort a grieving person; that by honoring the memory OF            their loved one, by planting a memorial ... (more...)

In Memory of Our Loved Ones
A beautiful, permanent memorial made in memory of your loved ones. Add your loved ones. International. (more...)
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Memory-of.com - Cherish your loved one with a memorial site
A memorial website is a great way to celebrate the life of a beloved one who has passed away. Share your loved one's life story, legacy, photographs and audio/video clips. (more...)

In Memory of Loved Ones - Labrador Life Line
LLL is a non-profit organization providing financial assistance to the owners and rescuers of purebred Labrador Retrievers in order to cover medical costs for dogs who would ... (more...)

Memory Care Home Solutions
Multi-Service Program To Enhance Family Caregiving ... Memory Care Home Solutions? exists to extend and improve quality time at home for families caring for a loved one with ... (more...)

In Memory of Loved Ones - Labrador Life Line
Assisting eligible Labs, whether owned or in rescue, with medical treatment, transportation needs, boarding costs, or other special needs (more...)

"I Am Loved" Memory Game - Yahoo! Widgets
1,000s of free Widgets help you save time by bringing your favorite content and services right to you (more...)

Memory In My Heart Custom Fingerprint and Thumbprint Keepsake Jewelry ...
The memory of a loved one is precious. For this reason we have selected precious metals in which these custom fingerprint and thumbprint keepsake jewelry designs can be ... (more...)

Memory-Of.com Blog » Keepsakes
Get a personalized photo mouse pad of your loved one to brighten your workday or feel right at home.  You can choose from 500 borders and it is the perfect gift to share your ... (more...)

Open Question: Please be brutally honest!!!?
Be harsh I want any adive you can give!!! doesnt matter if it is a speeling error or i should take something out or add somethign in!!! I DONT CARE IF YOU ARE MEAN!!! I wrote this monologue for school and i want to make it as good as possible. Kaitlyn and I met on the first day of kindergarten. We were been inseparable ever since. We would do everything together and tell each other anything. We always went to the same school and were in the same class. We worked on projects together and were always there when the other one needed us. We almost went to different middle schools, but then we didn?t. We almost went to different high schools, but then we didn?t. At the start of high school it was hard having to realize that we wouldn?t have all of our classes together. We always had different interests but that is what we loved about each other. Little did we know that eventually those interests would take us in different directions. She was on the basketball team and I was in student council. I was on the cheerleading squad while she was playing soccer. We made new friends and rarely saw each other anymore. Kaitlyn and I are in our senior year at high school now. I haven?t had a real conversation with her in over a year. We say hi when we pass each other in the halls but that is about it. It isn?t that we don?t like each other anymore, we just grew apart. We had planned our whole life together. We would get married on the same day and have houses beside one another. Our children would get married and then we could be even closer. Sitting in my room looking at pictures of us and thinking about all of our memories, I really miss her. I just wish that we could go back to when everything in our life was easy. (more...)

Open Question: Fake Account on MSN - Guys Help, Girls too ;)?
I made a fake account on MSN, pretending to be some other girl (I made up a fake girl) and then I added some guy onto it. We started talking and he fell in love with the girl, and I called him a couple of times and stuff too, and this guy goes to my school so I would make it seem like I saw him and stuff. Anyways, we talked for about 6 months but then my BFF found out and she made him tell me the truth..So now it's been a month or so since I told him and we talked for a really, really long time so I liked him too and I JUST got over him over the Christmas Break - but not completely. He is already "flexing" with another girl, and he naturally turned into a flirt after I told him who I really was. My friend told me that they already told eachother they love eachother but the only reason they're not going out is becuase the whole school would hate on them if they go out. And the thing is that he really really realllyy LOVED me/the account. Do you think he might have forgotten about me and completely moved on? Or do you think he still might like me and remember some of the memories? UGH, I'm so confused...And I don't want him to like her - I can handle it now, but I just don't WANT them to be together. more...)

Open Question: what does this mean to you? anyone can answer. im curious.?
So monday night my ex texts me.. weve been apart 8 months.. we dont talk to eachother at ALL it was a bad break up, he wanted someone else, so he dumped me for her, ((she ended up getting knocked up by another guy, dumping him, and moving away)) we were toegther a year.. family was involved.. it was an intense relationship. untill it ended. so anways. i moved on, got a new bf.. love him to death, and not even a memory about my ex. untill this text. he decided to tell me he bumped into a close friend of mine the other night @ in-n-out. and he told my friend to tell me hi, from him. (why he couldnt text? i dont know) but i havent seen my friend in months so i never got it. Anyway, now my ex tells me, hes transfering colleges.. to the college in my city 10 minutes from my house. (when the college he used 2 attend was a 5 minute drive from his house) i live 45 minutes from where he lives.. and he says he hangs out in my city all the time cuz he has friends out here.. and he told me to keep in touch.. ( he is very qiet and does NOT make friends easily at all. if anything he hates people.) so hes gonna make a 45 minute commute everyday to a different city to go to school because he said he "knows people" there. rather than finish his classes 5 minutes from his house. is that strange? (more...)

Open Question: Did i do da right thing?
I wrote this 2 a guy who waz chatting wit me and became my friend. I actually got 2 like him!! We never saw each other. Then, he asked 4 a pic. I don't like how i look so i kept saying no. Then, he demanded it and i told him no. He told me he has 2 see me 2 like me!! What a fa*. Then, i sent him dis. * sorry 4 being so loooong. :) Dear (Bob*), Just so u know, this is a farewell e-mail. No, i am not mad. I am dissapointed. Dissapointed that u have 2 see me to like me. That comes 2 show u were right. U r most of the things u claimed 2 b. For those reasons i broke up with my past bfs.Just because they thought i wasn't goodlooking enough 4 them. 2 learn that this is the same about u is very sad. I thought u were "uber different". I thought u were smart, kind, considerate, different, u like me 4 who I am. I do know that u tried 2 warn me but, i didn't listen. I waz just 2 stupid 2 care. U turned out 2 be a mean, dishonest guy. I take back all da good things i said 2 u. U helped me realize that i do love my sweetie pie (Angel). HE is actually worth caring 4. Thanks, u also helped me realize that i am worth it and that guys like u aren't. I am sorry 4 dis looong *** e-mail but, i thank GOD i realized this before i fell 4 u. u don't know what u r missing. Sooo.., i guess u thaught me but u also took away a peice of my heart 2 carry with u always. Bye, this is harsh, mean but, this is the best 4 u and 4 me. I wish u luck and thank u 4 all da good memories. *= Not da real name. Anonymous. (more...)
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Open Question: What Songs Make You Cry?
Just thinking about "Moments" by Emerson Drive can bring me on the verge of tears and hearing it actually does. Just listen to it, and you'll know why "Red Rag Top" by Tim McGraw does because of the abortion it talks about and the fact that he made mistakes that he can never change, and he'll never get the time he spent with his ex-girlfriend back. "Moments" by Emerson Drive I was coming to the end of a long long walk When a man crawled out of a cardboard box Under the E. Street Bridge Followed me on to it I went out halfway across With that homeless shadow tagging along So I dug for some change Wouldn't need it anyway He took it lookin' just a bit ashamed He said, You know, I haven't always been this way I've had my moments, days in the sun Moments I was second to none Moments when I knew I did what I thought I couldn't do Like that plane ride coming home from the war That summer my son was born And memories like a coat so warm A cold wind can't get through Lookin' at me now you might not know it But I've had my moments I stood there tryin' to find my nerve Wondering if a single soul on Earth Would care at all Miss me when I'm gone That old man just kept hanging around Lookin' at me, lookin' down I think he recognized That look in my eyes Standing with him there I felt ashamed I said, You know, I haven't always felt this way I've had my moments, days in the sun Moments I was second to none Moments when I knew I did what I thought I couldn't do Like the day I walked away from the wine For a woman who became my wife And a love that, when it was right, Could always see me through Lookin' at me now you might not know it But I've had my moments I know somewhere 'round a trashcan fire tonight That old man tells his story one more time He says I've had my moments, days in the sun Moments I was second to none Moments when I knew I did what I thought I couldn't do Like that cool night on the E. Street Bridge When a young man almost ended it I was right there, wasn't scared a bit And I helped to pull him through Lookin' at me now you might not know it Oh, lookin' at me now you might not know it But I've had my moments I've had my moments I've had my moments "Red Rag Top" by Tim McGraw I was 20 and she was 18 we were just about as wild as we were green in the ways of the world She picked me up in that Red Ragtop We were free of the folks and hiding from the cops on a summer night running all the red lights We parked way out in a clearing in a grove and the night was as hot as a coal burning stove we were cooking with gas Knew it had to last Chorus In the back of that Red Ragtop She said please don't stop Well the very first time her mother met me her green-eyed girl had been a mother to be for two weeks I was out of a job and she was in school and life was fast and the world was cruel we were young and wild we decided not to have a child So we did what we did and we tried to forget and we swore up and down there would be no regrets In the morning light But on the way home that night Chorus On the back of that Red Ragtop She said please don't stop Lovin' me Bridge We took one more trip around the sun but it was all make believe in the end No I can't say where she is today I can't remember who I was back then Well you do what you (more...)
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Open Question: Do You Think This Story might Get Reader's Interest?
I'm in junior high school and writing is one of my hobbies. So i wrote a book about something... and i want you to read the first chapter and tell me if it's good enough for my age. Please rate 1-5. The first chapter is about a brief story about how the main girl was abandoned but it doesn't really tell the whole story's meaning. The first 5-6 paragraph might be boring but the ending? I'm not sure about your opinion so PLEASE read it for me and don't steal. It's JUST for fun and this writing it what i like to do, so...don't say anything REALLY bad...Thank You :) Oh, and there might be some missing letters or other mistakes b/c i didn't go over the grammars and punctuation yet. Chapter One-> 1. MELANCHOLY AND THEORIES WHAT IS LOVE? That?s my question. Whenever I walk around anywhere, people talk about girls and guys. Why is that? Why did God only made two types of human beings? I used to be one of them, the one who talks about guys all day with friends. Now I realized that was waste of time. What is my concept life theory that made me think like this? Well, my mom past away when I was born, and my dad also past away like, 2 years ago. I was left out, and I couldn?t live by my self when I was 17. Therefore I went to my best friend, Bridgette?s house to stay with her family. Howbeit, I was always alone at that house, and of course, the family was extremely nice to me. I was always lonely and didn?t get along with my friends too much. Then?then I met this guy, and his name was Adrian Woodson. He was in different class from my school and we didn?t know each other at all. I don?t know how, but he heard that I was left out always and both of my parents were past away. So one day, he appeared in my lunch table and started to talk to me. I first thought he was crazy or something but I figured it out why he was talking to me. He wasn?t ugly or stupid or anything, but he was same as any other human being in this planet. Then we started to get close and hung out sometimes and studied together. He already had girlfriend and....I didn?t know what I was thinking that time, but I was undoubtedly and heedlessly in love with him. It wasn?t because of his appearance or his wealth or his compassion. I just was. I was afraid to tell him that. So I just stayed quiet for long time. Soon, I realized that I couldn?t seriously live without him. I had to tell him this someday, I couldn?t hold on to my self forever. Thus, I decided to tell him that I loved him. The next day when I went to the school, he didn?t come to see me or leave me a note. I looked around everywhere and asked people who knew where he was now. Nothing. I couldn?t find him at all, no clues. After school, I walked heavily in the rain without any umbrella, back to Bridgette?s house. Thinking all kind of stuffs about him. What if he didn?t like me anymore and leaved me? While walking, I heard someone calling my name. ?Skye!? Who was calling me? Bridgette? Or was it Adrian? I quickly looked back to see who it was. When I turned around, my eyes were caught into that image I had seen. His face was painful, and his hands were covered with bloods. What in the earth had happened to him? I ran down to him, calling his name out loud as I could. ?Adrian!? When I ran down to him and he wasn?t moving at all, but the bloods dripping down from his hand. ?Adrian, oh dear, what happened to you? Who did this to you!? I was almost yelling at him. ?I?? he coughed. ?I?just?came?? ?What? Adrian! Speak to me!? I shook his shoulder and realized that I was sobbing. He wasn?t breathing at all. He was dead. I didn?t know what happened to him, but I thought as my fault. Everyone near me got hurt and was dead. I thought of Bridgette?s happy family and I really didn?t want them to disrupt their jubilant family. So at night I packed all my stuff and sneaked out. I just left them a little note that I was leaving and I will be safe. It was still raining, and the raindrops were getting thicker every second. It was cold and chilly outside. Where was I supposed to go? I had some money. Ergo, I got a train ticket to go to visit my aunt in Monroe Oregon. It was sad for me to leave my old place. Now, I had to face things that will come after me in my life even though it would be tough and harsh, the strangers, and the new world? It was hard for me to erase all the memories. When I was at my Aunt Evelyn?s house, I usually sobbed all night, the tears filled with bereave and blankness. Then I clinched my self not to love anyone else in my life ever again. I figured out that love was hard thing to deal with and it was like a heroin. You cannot get away with it if you had tried once, and trying to get away with it will be very painful. I started to live a normal teenage life like I did past few years ago. One day, I received a mail from Bridgette, and of course I had no idea how she knew the address that I was staying. Continue-> Aunt Evelyn won?t cheat on me. If it wasn?t Aunt Evelyn then who was it? Who told them the address? Anyway, in the mail, there was 2 letters. I read the first one first. It was from Bridgette. It says that she missed me and wished that I would come back. Lastly she said there was a letter for me and she didn?t read it because she was afraid to look at it. I quickly opened the other letter and it said ?Dear Skye,? The letter was from Adrian, two days before he was buried in the cemetery. Dear Skye, It was really nice knowing you. I first heard of your family situation and I felt sorry for you. And I knew that you were always left out and all that. I wasn?t spying on you, I just heard from someone. I thought it was a rumor, but it wasn?t. You might have thought that I was always with you because of my compassion, that was true, but there was something more than that. I don?t know how it happened but the moment I saw you, in the lunchroom, alone, I felt something. Continue->. I felt something like?like I had to help you and love you, so you will be fine again. I felt like being a protection for you. I know I have a girlfriend already, but I don?t feel the same as I did to you to her. We are soul mate, I thought. I could feel my heart thumping when I see you, every moments and seconds. It was hard to believe but it was the truth, I had to admit my self from it. I loved you. Sorry, that I couldn?t tell you this earlier. Tomorrow will be the last day to see you or even not. I hope this letter will get to you as soon as it can be. I don?t want you to die, I want you to live forever, even without me, and you will, and you can do it Skye. I will always love you?immutably?. From your Adrian, -3,19,08 As soon as I read this letter, I started to cry again. I promised not to, but I couldn?t force the tears to go back inside when it was already dripping down through my cheeks. He didn?t write any reasons about his death; however, he wrote these descriptions like it was a plan. He knew something would happen to him, but what? What did he do? Did his girlfriend kill him because he betrayed him? That can be possible, but it was still odd. Well, this wasn?t really a concept life theory. It was longer than that. I?ll just call it theory. Now, I am 18 and I moved out from Aunt Evelyn?s house, but stayed in the same town, somewhere near her house. I made sure no one know my address even my aunt. I was now very careful person. I had to, but there was still much more emptiness in my heart. I had to be stronger, braver, and a person who can face something that was? And that was the life I had to live, that was my only choice I had. Or else, I will crumble down into pieces, not only my authority, but also my heart that had to remain forever. It was a promise to Adrian, that I will love him forever as he did, indissolubly. No other man will catch my eyes. No one, and it will never happen. Or was it?? Was it going to last forever? The feelings? Will I have the same feelings I have right now in my heart after ten or twenty years later? Maybe not, but I will fight my self not to, whatever it takes, I will put my best effort in it. But do you need an effort to love some body? It was a waste of a time?that was my concept theory? Howbeit, that?s how people were created from the beginning. People fall in love, and there?s no complain for it, they just did, just like I felt for Adrian. When you read or see the romance tragedy, Romeo and Juliet, it has to be connected to how strong a love can take, which was common. Love can take you to do anything in your life, even a sacrifice. A sacrifice. That sounded?alike to what Adrian might have done. Was someone trying to destroy me? I have never thought of that. But it can be absolutely true, when you read a book, or watch a drama, that happens. . Something usually happen to a girl, the main character. Then the guy who loves her tries to protect her and he sacrifice him self to save the girl he loved. That was so common, and it was so?weird. Why was love even created? Why is the word ?love? even made? It meant so much; there were so many definitions for ?love?. Love meant a feeling that you liked someone, that?s one simple definition. Howbeit, there were more complicated meaning that, that, love is such a complication. Why would God create a love like that? What was the reason? Maybe because if love wasn?t complicated, there won?t be even a word called ?love?. And, love was like that, something that can never be simple, the one that can never be called simple in this planet. That was what it was; there was no more development for it. Everything, everything in this planet might develop, but cannot change or hide it self from it, that?s my other theory, if you?d like to know. (more...)

Open Question: Lg Glimmer question about up loading photos?
Ok i had the MotoKRZR then that had something go wrong with it so i got the LG Glimmer (aw i love this phone!) but i had a memory card in the krzr and i put all my pictures and videos on them then i put it in the Glimmer. Idk how to upload them on to this phone, can you even do it? (more...)

Open Question: Poll: Have you ever been framed?
Most pictures that I am in usually end up in photo albums especially the ones at a younger age with the whole family. When I look through them It really brings back alot of fond memories for example; A picture of me and my three brothers and our 15 or so neighbourhood freinds. We would make these big people pyramids- Me and Javier would be on the top as we were the youngest. This was in the 60's and it was cool! I was born in 63 and my first freind was Cuban. His older brother was freinds wilth us. Then behind the house thier was Harry the German. Across the street there was Henry the Mexican. The thier was Brian-He was from the South. Thomas was from Oklahoma I think. Next door was Costa and Sofia-They were Greek and older. They would get mad when we played football because we would break their sprinklesr some times. I love all these pictures. My ancestors were from Russia- So I had white skin. When Javier got mad he would call me a Commie- I would tell him to go back on his Banana boat. We were only kids so we didn't even know what that meant. We would fight and be friends in 10 minutes some times. When I won a fight he would call me white boy- I didn't get mad because I was a white boy. This would make him more mad so then he would call me commie again until I got mad-and then I would through a dirt clod at him. Then he got bigger then me and he could beat me up-but I could run faster. He could beat me up if he could catch so I didn't get beat up much- He lived 2 house away. We were best friends and all these pictures make me happy and sad. I am not in any framed pictures that I know of. But I am in our family photo albums with all my old freinds from around the world. We were all the same but our parents spoke different languages and we had skin either darker or lighter- We didn't know what rasicm was because we all loved each other because we were different people-we called each other by names. I was Paul and he was Javier, unless we got mad, then I was a commie and he was a cuban from a banana boat. And were we just four and didnt know better- Now I am all grown up and if I ever see my freinds again, I know that we will use first names because thats what people do. I moved from there when I was 15 (more...)
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Open Question: hebrew translation in fancy writing?
i need "in loving memory" translated into the calligraphic form of hebrew, but i need it to include both the male and female gender all in the same phrase. anyone? (more...)

Open Question: Whats your most emotional song, why?
The kind of song that has personal meaning in your life. Why does it mean so much to you? Post lyrics as well if you want! Personally mine is a song by a band called Flamboyant Bella - Break away because it was the song that me and my boyfriend of 3 years used to play and all the memory's come flooding back and how he left me. You broke me once Now I can't stop breaking every time you leave You leave me shaking I can't breathe Coz your love is taking all the air away I can't see The sight of you is blinding like electric shocks Your love's my lightning I'm so scared But this shouldn't be frightening Trying hard to break away Got me dealing with my insecurities Like I'm at war with these feelings I'm feeling I feel like I'm dreaming I'm dreaming of you Dreaming, but I've not got a clue what I'm doing here You've got me so messed up All your feelings they're just fucking me up You're a junkie and a drunk but you're all that I want Trying hard to let you go M x (more...)


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